The modern world is a labyrinth of self-gratification, intellectualism, and relativism, where truth is sacrificed on a fragmented altar of personal preference and solipsism. In such a climate, bearing witness to Christ is a radical reorientation, embracing a hidden martyrdom. Unlike the physcial martyrdom of the early Church, this hidden martyrdom—described by St. Ignatius Brianchaninov as a martyrdom of the hearts—calls us to live a life of transformation in and through Jesus Christ. It requires dying daily to the self, rejecting the commodified identity that the world demands, and standing firm in the Truth, Who is a Person: Jesus Christ.
The remedy for the chaos of postmodernism is found in the pillar and ground of truth (I Tim. 3:15): The Church of Christ, the Holy Orthodox Church. The Church is a hospital treating the brokenness of this fallen world, where the teachings of our Lord, the Apostles, and the Fathers lead us to a lived theology. True theology, as the Bl. Ephraim of Arizona reminds us, “is not gained in universities, but rather by despising the world and by living in a quiet and peaceful place far from the world’s noise and turmoil, with a program of prayer and asceticism.”
Theology signifies an active and conscious participation in the divine life, becoming partakers of the divine nature (II Pet. 1:4) through sacramental living, the cultivation of virtue by God’s grace, and becoming a living sacrifice (Rom. 12:1) in word, deed, and heart. Hidden martyrdom is the struggle against the passions and the world, putting off the old man, and recovering our true selves—hidden with Christ in God (Col. 3:3).
If this resonates with you, join me on this journey of transformation, witness, and hidden martyrdom of the heart in a world of noise and distraction. Together, let us seek the Truth, live the Gospel, and lose our lives to find them in Christ.
